hmm someone said something to me today and... well i guess i need to do some soul searching? am i really so unworthy of respect? well i dunno i guess i do tend to overlook some people sometimes and like be qt selfish in certain ways... esp like laziness. and i guess i do take advantage of people at times.ok... many times. dunno. will have to think abt it i guess.

anyway went to study with marcus (chin) today... was like i dunno haha. had this fear tt enoch will suddenly appear haha. good thing he din lah. else i dunno wad will happen haha... anyway thanks dude for mugging with me :) was fun catching up and erm. yah studying haha... and talking to the taiwan guy!! lol. some taiwan guy came to talk to us and his wife gave us breadtalk cake! haha... which i gave to stef :) and marcus was saying tt if he had a gf tt has as many guy frens as i do he will not be very happy abt it haha...oh well. i dunno lah. i just hang out with alot of guys i guess... not say very close to them oso. like the indian dudes and stuff... oh wells. i realsied today while talking to the taiwan guy tt my chi is REALL bad ok. even marcus hu is like an AC guy has much better chinese than me haha... and summore my chinese used to be like not THIS bad ok. i guess chinese lessons really did improve my chi after all haha... oh wells.